Saturday, November 10, 2012

This is true

This is truth, even if you don't believe. I have had a headache since 1pm today. I keep falling asleep hoping that when i wake up it will be gone. I have taken two differnt meds. I have drank water. I have drank caffeine. Still hurts.

At 4:04 i read and email from Davis Hill. It is an evite to come watch the movie, Father of Lights. I google the title to see what it's about. I see there are other films by the same director. I see he made a film called, Finger of God. It reminds me that Shannon and Joel talked about a movie where the guy travels the world to document healings and miracles. Maybe it is this movie.

I go down stairs and eat. my head still hurts. At 6pm i come back up stairs to check my emails. I decide to see if the movie is on netflix. It is not. I see I can rent it on Amazon. I then see that Amazon movies can be watched on my Xbox. I download the movie.

I go back downstairs and watch a few shows, my head is killing me. At 9 pm we all decide to go to bed. I remember i have the movie ready to watch on XBOX. Me and Summer decide to watch it. It is filled with crazy stuff, including gold teeth, jewels from heaven and manna. Stuff that makes no sense. Surely God has better things to do. Stuff gets intense. People stop being deaf; people stop being dead. I am watching the film and i start speaking in tongues. I want to believe. The movie ends and I can smell this incense of God. There is a smell I smell when He is present. I am about to turn the movie off and I decide to watch the credits. Suddenly this man comes on and he starts talking about showing how healing works. He looks into the camera and says somebody is watching this right now and you have a headache. In the name of Jesus be healed. I feel better, sort of. I still have a headache. But my heart is filled with joy. Even if our God does not save us He is still God. I have that kind of belief, again.

Some people would say how crazy the coincidence of the events were and they would have no problem believing that the world gives us a crazy random sequence of events. They would rather believe that 6 crazy things can randomly happen than believe that one loving God wanted to remind me of His presence. For me, it wasn't be healed or don't be healed. For me it was simple. The exquisite nature of the details that occurred over the last 8 hours are the details of this powerful God. If He can orchestrate 8 tiny hours to show me His details surely He has a plan that I can never envision. Surely He is mighty to save, and then some.